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Neshama

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"A mesmerizing meditation on family, forgiveness, and the freedom to be found in embracing one's truest self." —Booklist (starred review)

A bullied girl who communicates with ghosts finds her inner strength in this haunting novel in verse that will resonate with anyone who has felt themselves to be different.

Anna sees ghosts. The spirits of her ancestors call to her from the shadows, and no matter where she is, Anna always answers. Kids in her middle school tease her. Teachers and parents are worried by her strange behavior. The only one who seems to understand is Anna's beloved grandmother, Bubbe, who has always treasured Anna's shayna neshama, her beautiful soul. Spending Shabbos with Bubbe is the only thing that gives Anna the sense of love and belonging that she needs.
But when a ghost named Ruthie appears at Bubbe's house by the sea, Anna begins to uncover long-hidden secrets that reveal the mystery of her family's troubled past. As Anna and Ruthie get closer, Anna must decide for herself whether being connected to a restless ghost is worth the risk. When it becomes clear that Bubbe's life is in danger, Anna must face the horrible truth: She alone has the ability to save her family and heal the wounds that follow them from one generation to the next.
National Book Award long-listed author Marcella Pixley brings her Jewish faith and her acclaimed sense of lyricism to this powerful story of bravery, forgiveness, and healing.

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    • Kirkus

      March 15, 2025
      Anna sees ghosts. Talking with and about ghosts--not to mention her blue-dyed hair, combat boots, and weird poetry--has left Anna shunned by her sixth grade classmates. Even her father would rather break her spirit than support her macabre behavior. Only her grandmother, Bubbe Esther, offers Anna the kindness and space to be herself. On a solo visit to Bubbe's home in Gloucester, Massachusetts, Anna encounters the ghost of Ruthie, her father's sister, who died in childhood and now wants Anna's help to settle some scores. Pixley's verse balances gauzy abstractions with well-wrought details, highlighting the physicality of the living that the ghosts envy: "We watch you /at night /when you are sleeping. /We love /the sound /of your breath /hissing /like silver thread /pulled through silk." While visiting Bubbe, Anna also feels drawn to her grandmother's Jewish observance, which Ruthie practiced unabashedly--another form of self-expression her secular father has rejected. The relationship between Anna and her ghostly aunt evolves effectively, with the decisive, liberated Ruthie initially helping to bolster Anna's confidence; over time, she becomes more feral and overbearing, forcing Anna to trust and assert her own judgment. A denouement with her father feels rather quick, but readers will cheer Anna's burgeoning ability to embrace her unusual skills and advocate for herself. Characters are cued white. An eerie, melancholic story of family trauma and healing.(Verse fiction. 9-13)

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      Starred review from April 1, 2025
      Grades 4-7 *Starred Review* Anna has long been at odds with her classmates and her own family over the fact that she refuses to hide her ability to interact with ghosts. She can't help herself; if a spirit invites her to play or dance, she'll always heed their call. Her father is embarrassed, her mother puts it down to a vivid imagination, and her peers tease her relentlessly about the bewildering behavior. Only one person truly accepts Anna: her Jewish grandmother, Bubbe, who sees Anna's sensitive nature as a gift. During a trip to Bubbe's seaside home, Anna encounters a ghost from her family's past, and when she agrees to help the spirit settle some unfinished business, she unknowingly sets off a chain of events that will change the lives--and afterlives--of everyone involved. The breathtaking book, presented entirely in verse, instantly enthralls, using Anna's personal poetry, ghostly compositions, and other ephemera to tell the tale. The wonderful writing is spare and striking, immediately establishing an occasionally eerie, though never truly frightening, atmosphere, and the words flow effortlessly. The story allows plenty of space for thoughtful reflection on grief, antisemitism, and bullying while also conjuring cozy scenes of familial love and believably fostering understanding between opposing parties. A mesmerizing meditation on family, forgiveness, and the freedom to be found in embracing one's truest self.

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    • School Library Journal

      May 1, 2025

      Gr 3-7-Anna is a shayna neshama, a beautiful soul, but most people don't see her that way. All they see is the weird girl who claims to see ghosts. School is miserable, and her home life is not much better, but Anna takes refuge in spending Shabbos with her Bubbe. Then, during a visit at Bubbe's, Ruthie, the ghost of Anna's aunt, asks to be let into Anna's body so she can finally heal after dying at the young age of 11, and Anna agrees. But Ruthie is very angry, and what started as her helping Anna be brave is becoming more sinister. This novel in verse is a spiritual exploration of how the past can have lasting effects through generations of a family. It is a lesson in being oneself even when no one, not even those meant to love you, accept you for who you are. Anna is a beautiful, strong, and inspiring character; if only readers could spend more time with her. Unfortunately, the verse format leaves aspects of the story feeling rushed and unexplored. Anna and her family are Jewish. VERDICT A unique ghost story that may have been better served in a different format.-Mariah Smitala

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    • The Horn Book

      January 1, 2025
      Early in this verse novel, sixth grader Anna's grandmother Bubbe Esther gives her a journal: "It's still waiting / for a shayna neshama, / a beautiful soul, / to write / her own poems inside." The poems Anna puts on paper are the words of ghosts writing through her, and in fact, she constantly sees and interacts with ghosts despite the resulting ostracism from classmates and her father's strong objections. Ruthie, Dad's late sister, also saw ghosts, and "everyone thought �she] was crazy." But Ruthie is now appearing to Anna and eventually possesses her in hopes of taking revenge on an antisemitic childhood bully who had played a role in Ruthie's death. Creepy premise notwithstanding, much of the focus here is on emotions, both of the living and the dead, and on family and peer dynamics. The accessible verse is rich with imagery, with feelings evocatively described ("There is something wild inside me / expanding like a bellows, / a breath of sweet autumn air"), and warm scenes at Bubbe's house mixing with Anna's awareness of ghosts ("Ruthie is curled with us / wishing fiercely / she could be the one / to sing the prayers / drink sweet wine / and breathe / the heavenly scent / of golden broth / and candles burning low"). An atmospheric ghost story for character-driven readers.

      (Copyright 2025 by The Horn Book, Incorporated, Boston. All rights reserved.)

    • The Horn Book

      July 1, 2025
      Early in this verse novel, sixth grader Anna's grandmother Bubbe Esther gives her a journal: "It's still waiting / for a shayna neshama, / a beautiful soul, / to write / her own poems inside." The poems Anna puts on paper are the words of ghosts writing through her, and in fact, she constantly sees and interacts with ghosts despite the resulting ostracism from classmates and her father's strong objections. Ruthie, Dad's late sister, also saw ghosts, and "everyone thought [she] was crazy." But Ruthie is now appearing to Anna and eventually possesses her in hopes of taking revenge on an antisemitic childhood bully who had played a role in Ruthie's death. Creepy premise notwithstanding, much of the focus here is on emotions, both of the living and the dead, and on family and peer dynamics. The accessible verse is rich with imagery, with feelings evocatively described ("There is something wild inside me / expanding like a bellows, / a breath of sweet autumn air"), and warm scenes at Bubbe's house mixing with Anna's awareness of ghosts ("Ruthie is curled with us / wishing fiercely / she could be the one / to sing the prayers / drink sweet wine / and breathe / the heavenly scent / of golden broth / and candles burning low"). An atmospheric ghost story for character-driven readers. Shoshana Flax

      (Copyright 2025 by The Horn Book, Incorporated, Boston. All rights reserved.)

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